have you ever had the urge to spoil somebody and buy them everything they’ve ever wanted because they are just so wonderful and you love them a lot and they deserve all of the nice things??? then u realize u are broke and sad
You know how new moms are like, “there’s so much about having a baby that nobody tells you”?
Bitch, I feel like I can write a fuckin novel about that and I only have just the one and she ain’t even one yet.
Idk, bad day pt2 right now and I am just starting to feel scared of my baby again. What I mean is like, you know when you want to deal with something that you wanna do but the thought of it can sometimes make you wanna shit yourself? Yea, that’s how I feel about my teething baby right now.
I don’t even know if any of that made sense. (~_~;)
But man, I feel like such a weenie when I get like this. I know I can handle it cuz shit, if other moms can do it, why can’t I?
I get random thoughts like, “why the fuck do people have babies??” And I’m like, rosslyn, you know why. (Aside from the obvious reasons)
The mommy life didn’t choose you, you chose the mommy life.
And I have no regrets. It’s just bad days make me scared and lash out at the people I love. (My poor husband hahaha)
This is mommyhood rozz. Nut up or shut up.
Like, I love my baby to death. She makes me feel like a normal person when my post partum depression is bad and she never fails to make me laugh or smile.
But jfc!! Bad moments just make you think, who the fuck let me have a baby?!
Ever since I was little everyone said that having a baby is hard. (Fuck yea it is) but damn, I don’t think I could’ve ever wrapped my head around about how hard it really is.
I just spent the last two hours trying to calm a crying baby and get her to sleep and I don’t even know why she’s crying!
She’s def teething and I gave her Tylenol but she also didn’t want me out of her sight plus she had a hard time falling back asleep.
She was just tears and tears and calling out “mama”. And I’m just like, dude, I’m right here.
And on top of that my auntie is leaving on Sunday and I just feel really screwed cuz I know as soon as she leaves, I’m gonna be sleep deprived af.
And my relatives are like, you should have babies back to back or have another in 3yrs.
ARE YOU FUCKING CRAZY?! I can barely handle bb girl now and you want me to have another?!
I know that I do want another sometime but fuck, right now I feel like “one and done”
do you ever cry because you’ve somehow managed to gain a truly fucking amazing person as your friend? and just think about how fucking blessed you are for their existence and how in some previous life you must have done something fucking amazing to deserve them in this life? DO YOU?