i know a couple of months ago i said i was at a crossroad, and i guess at this age you come across a lot.
where to go, who to be and who to be with.
and i feel like i’m at another one. like maybe one of those life altering ones. either way, depending on what happens or not, i know that this will affect me greatly. and it’s scary cuz i’m not used to making such big decisions. i’m actually a pretty simple person.
you know animals have it pretty easy. everything is pretty black and white to them. no misunderstandings, no jealousy or any of those other human flaws.
but anyways, yea, i’m at a crossroads and i know that soon i’m gonna have to make my decision pretty soon. i’m just worried that when i do make that transition, i won’t be as smooth as i’d like it to be…
a lot of new opportunities and paths are making themselves present pretty quickly than i had actually anticipated and i do wish that i’d be a lot slower or that i had made more/better preperations in the past to ready myself for this.
being an adult is complicated…so is growing up, but that’s where i’m headed and it’s not like i’m gonna be stopping anywhere anyways…
well, wish me luck :]