been single for a couple of days now and i have to say, it is still pretty weird. i still have that magnatism towards aj [[after all, it has only been a couple of days.]]
it’s strange when you with somebody for so long that they know every word and your thoughts behind it. every facial expression and every move you make. sometimes he feels like my other half. like a twin or an extension of myself and now that we’re not together, i feel like it’s just me in this world.
i’ve only been in two relationships in my whole life and the time in between them was like, a month… and it kinda reminded me of this episode of southpark.
yes, i know. it’s weird and random. like “wth are you gonna learn from south park? of all the places…”
but seriously speaking, it actually did remind me of south park. what happened was that satan was having a hard time deciding who to go out with: sadam hussain [[the bad boy]] or this other guy [[ sweet sensitive guy]]. he liked sadam cuz he was really attracted to him, but he’s an ass while the other guy is sweet and stuff, but he just wasn’t attracted to him. then satan went to God to ask his advice [[yea i know]] and he realized that he’d been in a relationship his whole life and that he should choose neither and only go out w someone when he learns to love himself.
[[in hindsight, it also reminds me of two episodes of Full House where DJ has somewhat similar problems as this, but i digress]]
but i think i should do the same and spend sometime single and learn to love myself before i jump into another relationship.
*sigh* o well, here’s to another chapter in my life…