i think this time around if i ever meet someone new. whether it be as a close guy friend or someone more special than that, i’m gonna make sure that they’re a bit camera whore-ish or at least like taking pictures. [[taking decent ones, and/or likes being in pictures]]
i want memories to look at cuz i dont’ really keep up with my life now w my blogs and journal.
well actually it was on facebook telling you that i forgive you because i’m tired of being angry w you and it’s more for me than for you. [[lol]] and i told you that you didn’t have to reply, but a little part of me is wishing that you would.
idk what it is and idk why, maybe it’s cuz aj and i broke up again and i feel like its bringing back old memories or something, but you keep popping into my dreams. it’s kind of annoying and frustrating that my subconscious still thinks of you. i’m not entirely sure why, but as you can see, it still does.
last night i had one where you did try to reconsile with me, but even in my dream, i kept my guard up and i was wary with what was going on. [[i also act like that in my dreams when youre in it now that i think about it. hey, can you blame me?]] but you were nice to me. you were how i wish you were…
like i tweeted this morning: “dreamt about him today. you know this isn’t really v fair. hes a douche bag and i dont want him in my dreams. even tho he’s nicer to me and everything i’d want him to be…”