August 2010
when you're ready for love
i think this time around if i ever meet someone new. whether it be as a close guy friend or someone more special than that, i’m gonna make sure that they’re a bit camera whore-ish or at least like taking pictures. [[taking decent ones, and/or likes being in pictures]]
i want memories to look at cuz i dont’ really keep up with my life now w my blogs and journal.
but i know when...
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one of my fears
is being left behind and forgotten.
i know that i’m not the only insecure girl out there but i know that i feel insecure about being left behind and forgotten by people and fear of losing touch with my friends.
the group of friends that i hang out with now, i haven’t been in such a big group of friends since middle school and even then we werent even that close like how i am now.
...
my life is so f'ed up
wtf am i gonna do for a whole semester???
i should probably get that surgery…
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i sent you a message in a bottle
well actually it was on facebook telling you that i forgive you because i’m tired of being angry w you and it’s more for me than for you. [[lol]] and i told you that you didn’t have to reply, but a little part of me is wishing that you would.
idk what it is and idk why, maybe it’s cuz aj and i broke up again and i feel like its bringing back old memories or something, but...
"don't let me get me"
right now i feel as if i’m trying to emotionally hurt myself as bad as possible.
maybe this is the wrong place to put something like this since i feel like tumblr is more public than i thought but right now, i’m at a “who gives a damn” kind of mood.
that song “don’t let me get me”-p!nk, i feel is my theme song to my life since i feel like i screw up like...
