let me know that i’m as interesting as you think i am. that we can hang out and talk about things without either of us getting bored or me awkward turtling.
i wanna know if things get better from here and hanging out with me is so worth the wait like i hope it’ll be. would you just be hanging out w me because of obligation? or do you really?
maybe you’re not a talkative one on one kinda guy, and that’s fine. you’ve got your own stuff and i’ve got mine. no big deal. i’d just like a text or an IM from you first every once and a while to know that you want to talk to me and that you’re thinking about me. i don’t want to be the only one striking up a conversation here lookin like a desperate or crazy/clingy girl. bc that’s not who i am.
maybe i’ve already gotten too attached to you and let myself like you too much [[damn kiss…]]. it’s too early for that. i don’t wanna jump into any labels or anything i just wanna enjoy whats going on now. and hopefully when we do see each other again, it’ll go as good as last saturday. hopefully…
^lol! totally say that in my head when that happens
text messages and wall posts just aren’t filling the void.
if you want to be in my life, and you want me to stay.
come see me.
and i don’t mean to check out my latest blog and facebook posts.
surprise me and show up at my house.
call me spur of the moment to go out.
lol! its a waiting game… >:D
or maybe i’m just worried about successfully finding someone i like. the whole vulnerabilty and mystery of how much i’d like them. i’m wary of whom i open up to even tho sometimes i open up whether i like it or not :/
sometiems i wish it’d be jsut like in movies or whatever and have some guy come up to me and be like “hey, _____________something charming/funny_______blah blah blah____” and we’d liek each other and really connect or some shit like that but obviously life is not a movie
blogged that about 4 months ago and i’m starting to disagree with the last thing that i said. because what i had described kinda came true :] and it is AWESOME! >:D. thanks :] im glad we met and you decided to talk to me :D