July 2011
it just feels like one of those days where i just wanna stay in bed and pout like a child.
which is stupid cuz i don’t understand why i should be feeling this way at all.
it’s completely illogical and impractical as fuck and i’d like it to stop please.
kthanksbye
Washing my hands of you, I'm so glad that we're through.
you know when you're mad when you start listening and rapping along to gangsta rap
Your ex texted you and wanted you back. Would you take him/her back?
HELLZ TO THE NO
Has anyone told you “forever and ever” then left?
yes but he came back :]
Your relationship status?
in a relationship <3
Have you ever lost a close friend?
yep. sometimes they just choose to lose me :p
Do you smoke weed regularly?
no sirrr
Think back to the beginning of 2011. Are you still dating the same person?
I was single but i’m still with the same guy i’ve been dating for 5 years
Would you parents be mad if you were in a relationship?
nooo i don’t think so since i’m in one now…and both of our parents kinda expect us to get married lol
Something is wrong. First guy you turn too?
my boyfriend aj c[:
First girl you’d turn to?
probably jan or rochelle
Is there anyone who doesn’t like you because of something you did?
hahhahahahhahaha yea but fuck them. >:P
Angry at anyone?
yes, but it’s energy wasted which is a shame really
What’s stopping you from going for the person you like?
Nothinggg…i’m already going out with him…hahaha
When was the last time you cried really hard?
o gosh… when i first watch harry potter and the deathly hallows pt 2. but it was kinda muffled since i was in a crowded movie theatre
Do you like Red Bull?
no thank you. i don’t really like energy drinks :P
How many people can you tell just about everything to?
everything: a few
absolutely everything: can count them on one hand
Have you ever wished on a shooting star?
Yes!
Does the last person you held hands with mean something to you?
Yes, he means a lot to me.
Describe yourself in one word.
rosslyn c[:
Do you have anything that belongs to your ex?
i have several things actually but it’s all tied in a shoe box in my garage
Ever cheated on someone?
No
Do you think your last ex will eventually want to be with you again?
AHAHAHHAHHAHAHHAHAHHAHAHAHHA omg noooooooo
Has anyone ever called you scrumptious before?
uhh maybe if i were a cupcake?
Do you have a best friend that knows you inside and out?
yea. my boyfriend pretty much does :]
Is your best friend a slut?
Lol o yeaaaa, i run with hoes
Are you still in love with your ex?
No ma’am!
Have you ever been the “other person” in a relationship?
no
Have you ever had your heart broken?
Of course!
Have you ever broken someone’s heart?
yea, once
Where is your best friend?
most of them are in bed and one of them is chatting with me on facebook :]
How is your heart lately?
a bit wounded like my ego but all in all, i’m good and it’s full of love like it was meant to be :] <3
soo after my tremendously long rant earlier, i'm now gonna look up some new music to make me feel better.
music saves.
any suggestions?
i need to fucking get ON with my life!!!!
FUCK YOU!!
FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPID MU SOCCER TEAM!
FUCK YOU AND YOUR STUPID SINGING
ugh lookit me, i’m in a baaand. ugh lookit meee it hurts to sing but i do it anyways
FUCK YOU! THINKING YOU’RE THE SHIT
ugh, i’m so fucking chillll bro
PANDEJO PLEASE!! i see you bitchin about not being invited to my birthday cuz you think we is suuuuuuch good friends.
FUCK YOU AND YOUR SURFING
i give ZERO fucks about how you think surfing is so much better than skateboarding so you know what? YOU CAN GO SUCK A FUCK
FUCK YOU! I CAN’T EVEN FUCKING BELIEVE I THOUGHT YOU WERE COOL AND EVEN REMOTELY WORTHY OF MY TIME!!
o, i’m such a good friend. i always text back. FUCKING LIESSSS
FUCK YOU THINKING YOU’RE SO GODDAM POLITE.
i don’t use curse words, blah blah blah blah but i’ll still rag on your ass because i’m ”honest”
well you’re HONESTLY a degenerate little bastard who has TOTAL disregard for nice girls like me, thinks he’s the mother fucking gift to the whole goddam world, have no fuckin manners, pretends to be so effing modest and i’m just like, “are you freaking kidding me??”
“you should go clone yourself so you can go fuck yourself!”
cuz really, i wish you’d go take that fucking ipod, soccer ball and surf board of yours, bend over and shove it all up your pretentious, presumptuous, “i love mexican food, indie music, manchester united” ass and i hope it allll comes back out that loud mouth over sensitive fuck hole that you call your mouth.
fuck! out of all the stupid, rude, mofreakin a holes that i’ve met in my life, you sir, take the whole damn cake.
like, GOD! you don’t even know what touche means! or kudos! or what it means when you “humor people”.
READ A GOD DAMN BOOK!!
and to think that i’d ever fathom talking to you again in the hopes of becoming real friends, it just, it just fucking blows my mind now.
“the day i need a friend like you i’ll just have myself a little squat and shit one out”
but you know what? thank GOD that our “friendship” never went longer that it did because honestly, the longer i that i would’ve stayed, i probably would’ve ended up a miserable little fuck and not realize how GREAT i have it without you and your inconsiderate, hoity toity, “i’m sooooo fucking cool” attitude.
so you can go ride in another hot air balloon with your “buddies”, have them suck your dick, watch another soccer game and fuck yourself whilst listening to your australian indie music.
the end
i wash my hands of you
i brush you off my shoulders like the pile of dirt that you are.
and you can just forget me taking the high road from now on since obviously you’re too much of a diva to accept my best will wishes even though this all didn’t end well.
GOD, grow a brain stem you degenerate little weasel
every time i hear "like a virgin" i always think of moulin rouge and that hilarious number x]
brutal honesty hour.
- A - if I'm in love.
- B - who was the last person who talked on the phone.
- D - if i have some preference with boys or girls.
- E - how many have holes in the ear.
- F - give me any options, like 'hot or cold?'
- G - the last person i said 'i love you' to.
- H - the last person i hugged.
- I - the last time i felt jealous, and why.
- J - how old i am.
- K- what is my full name.
- L - if i have siblings.
- M - if i forgive, for treason.
- N - if you want to know how i treat my friends.
- O - if i like my school.
- P - what kind of music i like.
- Q - what was the last party i went, and when will the next.
- R - for me to tell 10 of my curiosities.
- S - favourite band/ movie/ tv show.
- T- 5 things i love unconditionally.
- U - favourite actor/ actress.
- V - 3 big dreams.
- X - if i've done something i regretted very much.
- W - an idol.
- Y - if i like my town and why.
- Z - ask any question you want.
fighting the good fight
ok, so you know last night when i said how it’s official that the sound of aj snoring puts me to sleep?
well now i’m at his house cuz he has some serious food coma and he’s sleeping with the fan on and me on his laptop typing away.
but i have a bit of a dilemma myself since i ate a lot of food too after working out today and yknow, food coma+working out just makes you so friggin tired sometimes x(
so i’m here. trying to keep myself awake and not fall asleep…which is hard because he also has the fan on =_____=;
so tired…must…stay…awake…
